Hmmm made a big mistake today… So i get a call FROM the ex right… she wants to meet up and give me back some dvd's of mine. shit. i should have known she'd do this. Basically we ended up talking and she made me feel guilty as shit. Now i'm not a happy fucker any more… now i feel an overwhelming sense of guilt and a dezire to get really pissed and pass out somewhere.

What was unusual about this time, is that i didnt back down. I made no promises, and we didnt get back together. whats more, i got the dvd's back. The only problem is i also got the diamond ring i bought her for her birthday back as well. Yeh, i know its just a fucking ring, but it was a symbol of my dezire to get the relationship back on track… now its just a symbol of how theres nothing left between us but a few miles of tarmack.

What the hell do i do with the ring tho…? Suggestions on a postcard…

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