The Weekend has Landed!
All that Exists now is CLUBS, DRUGS, PUBS and PARTIES
I’ve got 48 hours off FROM the world, man
I’m gonna blow STEAM out of my head like a SCREAMING KETTLE
I’m gonna talk CODSHIT to strangers ALL NIGHT
I’m gonna LOSE THE PLOT ON THE DANCE FLOOR
The free radicals inside me are FREAKING man!
Tonight I’m JIP TRAVOLTA,
I’m PETER POPPER
I’m going to NEVER NEVER LAND with my chosen FAMILY, MAN
We’re going to get more SPACED OUT than NEIL ARMSTRONG ever did
Anything could happen tonight, you know?
This could be the best night of my life!
I’ve got 73 quid in my BACK BURNER I’m gonna WAX the lot, man!
The MILKY BARS are on me! YEAH!
That was a quote FROM my favorite film EVER, Human Traffic… its a brilliant film about pubbing, clubbing and drugging… or summit like that!
Anyways, i’ve created a wallpaper tonight using screen grabs FROM the DVD i bought today ” Human Traffic Remixed” it features the 5 main characters and the above quote…
Thats all i can be bothered to talk about today… im too knackered to do anything else… nite nite!
Update: November 2007 – I’ve lost the wallpaper somewhere, sorry. The text above was a total mess and since I seem to draw insane amounts of traffic from Google due to people searching for the above quote, I’ve tidied up the text a tad so it’s easier to read.
Hmmm made a big mistake today… So i get a call FROM the ex right… she wants to meet up and give me back some dvd's of mine. shit. i should have known she'd do this. Basically we ended up talking and she made me feel guilty as shit. Now i'm not a happy fucker any more… now i feel an overwhelming sense of guilt and a dezire to get really pissed and pass out somewhere.
What was unusual about this time, is that i didnt back down. I made no promises, and we didnt get back together. whats more, i got the dvd's back. The only problem is i also got the diamond ring i bought her for her birthday back as well. Yeh, i know its just a fucking ring, but it was a symbol of my dezire to get the relationship back on track… now its just a symbol of how theres nothing left between us but a few miles of tarmack.
What the hell do i do with the ring tho…? Suggestions on a postcard…
Day 4 of the single man diarys… Yes… i'm still single… no, i'm not regretting it yet. So its been 4 whole days since the split… the withdrawel symtoms are begining to kick in:
Symtom 1: Insomnia
Yeah… its hard to sleep… the one thing i'd wanted the most when i was with the ex was more room in the bed (we'd been sharing a single bed). Suddenly i have the whole bed to myself, and it really really feels like theres too much! For some reason, all these acres of bed space, make it really hard for me to get to sleep.
Symtom 2: Constant Talking
I didnt realise it at the time, but today i've been talking non stop about the ex… Its scary… i made the decision to end it, yet i cant stop talking about her. I'm very confused. I dont know if its my way of trying to justify all the hurt that i've caused the poor girl, but i can't stop going over the reasons in my head… unfortunatly these seem to be coming out of my mouth as well!
Symtom 3: Time Wasting
Hmmmm it seems the girlfreind used up more of my time than i realised. Suddenly i have hours of time on my hands that i have no idea what to do with… So far i've tried in vain to fill the slow hours with (among other things), computer games, surfing the net, chat rooms, watching films and drinking cider… yeah… me… *cider* its unusual… but its the only booze in the house since the only person that really drinks is our lodger tom, and hes a cider drinker. I have noticed however, that excessive cider consumption often helps with symtom number 1…
I'll keep you up to date with any other symtoms that occour as an when they appear…
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
In the end - Linkin Park So… andy's back on single street again… me and my girlfreind split up (*again*)
I think its gonna be permenant this time… i've really reached a point in my life where i need some time to have fun… its scary when you hit 21 and start feeling old… theres no way i should be feeling old. So i'm not gonna… goddamit this year i'm gonna have some FUN!!! break out the party baloons and the tequlia slammers, cos ladies… andy is young free, and looking for fun!!
New Years Resolution: This year i'm gonna put myself first. I always spend more time worrying about what other people want, not any more… i'm gonna be a baddass! Yes… i know… i havent blogged in ages…. so spank me! see if i care… ;o)
Only kidding… i've been kinda busy lately… Since the crash the car has now been in for repair, and been returned. While it was away i got a spanky new Fiat Steelo as a courtesy car… interesting to drive, but not quite as nice as my little Peugeot!
Anyways… my little black pug is now back on the roads, and looking sexy and new (they even cleaned it for me!). Unfortunatly i've had no end of neck problems since the accident, at the moment, if i sit still for more than a few minutes i get really bad cramp in my neck… i have a doctors appointment, next week to get it checked out.
Still can't belive the daft old bugger pulled out on me! old people shouldnt be on the roads!