Ok ok… i know… its been a while since i blogged last. Its not my fault… i have a busy life now… What can i say…? ok i'm sorry… i'll try and keep this up to date… Anyways… its my 21st birthday tomorrow… In all honesty, i'm not really looking forward to it all that much. I guess i'm starting to get scared that i'm going to get old. Sounds stupid doesnt it? Thats because it is. I know i'm not old, and i know that most people live post 100 now days, but i guess i've finally hit the point where i have to leave my youth behind and start growing up.

So i've gone all peterpan on us… the boy that doesnt want to grow up. I wish i could just stop time and stay young (who doesnt) but i know its not going to happen like that! Already, i have debts, responsiblitys… it wont be long till i'm getting married and getting my own place. All that scares me! I'm still longing for the days when i could run around in the woods with my freinds, playing armies, or the times when me and my mate would go clubbing together 4 nights a week because neither of us had debt or responsibilitys! That was when life was simple and fun…

Then again… my insurance premium drops when i'm 21… that means i can drive bigger and faster cars… I suppose something good comes FROM getting old… ;o)

Anyway… tonight my girlfreind is taking me out to get my ” mystery” birthday present. I dont know where we're going or what it is. All i know is that i'm going to ” really like it” (according to my girlfreind anyway…). I hate surprises… its the agony of not knowing… There should be a ban on surprises then less people would die of shock!

Anyway… I'll let you know what i get when i get back on the computer (probably monday). Until then… Laterz!

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